Isn’t it strange how time seems to move thing around in your head? I remember the first time I shat myself on purpose I was about 13. I didn’t do it again for many years. Now, even more years on, I’ve got to like it so much, I’m messing myself in a tight-fitting nappy/diaper almost every day, it feels so nice… And that’s another thing — there’s nothing feels quite like a big, soft load of poo against your bum, especially if you sit in it and squish it about a bit, gives me a hard-on every time and I love it. The only down side is not having a friend around here in Leeds England to enjoy it with. Fredllfixit. p.s. yes I have one on now, and yes it is!