I don’t think I would ever feel comfortable saying to anyone what I say to people on here or anonymously. I don’t think I would ever tell someone “I like pretty much anything that shows possible stomach ache. Constipation, Puking, Pooping depending on if you can tell there may even be a slight strain or pain and farting.”
Normally, this would be something I write on my blog but I don’t want to write about there because I don’t feel like it’s the kinda thing I want anyone to know unless they’re into it too. I guess if someone told me first, then I would tell them too. I’m using a fake name on here, and keeping my face out of any shot to keep myself anonymous.
Someone actually told me their fetish once and practically begged me to tell them what mine is. I had a panic attack, plain and simple. I kept saying I didn’t want to tell them and when they kept pushing it I had a panic attack. I trust him too, I would tell him anything else really, honestly. Just not that.
I haven’t had that much sexual experience, being almost afraid of it. I guess thats being bodily self conscious. The sexual experience I have had though, I never liked. I never orgasmed from sex, and I’ve now found myself wondering if it’s because none of this stuff is involved in it. Maybe it’s just falling short for me. I mean whenever I’m doing it myself I’m almost feeling orgasm coming even just looking at a picture and thinking about it.
Honestly, I’ve been watching videos and this stuff for years. I came across my fetish while babysitting. I’m not into kids, nothing like that. Just the baby was constipated so he was pushing hard and for some reason that stuck in my head and the thought of that was getting me so horny. I started off with farts, then vomit, then pooping. Posting video’s of myself, well, that was a recent thing.
How is anyone else open about this kinda fetish? I mean, feet and stuff like that are common and not embarrassing. This is, or at least I think so. I guess I have a bigger problem with trust though. Even though people say I trust to easily because I tell people really personal things really soon after meeting them, I think I’ve got a problem. I think that because, well, I don’t tell any one person everything. I just tell each person something else.
I’m not sure what I’m trying to gain out of writing this. Just to kinda work it out in my head I guess. Writing helps me think things through. I definitely want feedback on this post if anyones got any. Thanks for reading.