Every day after school I would load my pants with a decent sized number two. I had held it back all day at school and since no one was home when I got off the school bus and made it into the house, I would choose to fill my pants in the second floor bathroom. So essentially it was “He’s upstairs shitting in his pants!” It felt so good to come home from school and remember the faces of the cute boys at school and pretend I was doing it right in front of them for attention. Then I would sit down in it and squish the mess all over my undies and then masturbate. I had a fetish and desire to stand in front of cute boys and load my pants with mega shit and then wet and masturbate right in front of them. Clean up was horrendous and I only had a short period of time to shower, wash out my messy underpants and hide them plus air the house out so when my parents came home their wouldn’t be any suspicion that I had been naughty. It was daily unless I did it at school.