I started loading my pants when I was 11 y.o. but at one point I recalled what had happened to me one summer night while sleeping. I was 8 y.o. and had gone to bed with a stomach ache. During the first hour I was farting but could feel it seemed hot and wet. I just went of to sleep and awoke with a huge load in my pants. I don’t have a picture but i will add one that resembles what I had in my pants. I was embarrassed at the time that I did it but after I started liking pants filled with shit I wanted to have that much in my pants. I hold back my urges and build up to sometimes desperation and then I always do more than one turd. It is usually anywhere from two long ones and up to so far as many as four. That makes my pants hang way down and bulge up . Sitting in all that . Maybe I will do a small video where I sit down in my big poop and mash it around.