Hey all. Just felt I had to share this weird experience I had yesterday that got me thinking about a few things.
So the place I work is quite spread out with quite a few different departments, so there’s a lot of other workers I don’t know but who I do recognise and see around from time to time. Yesterday, I was walking through a different department quite a ways from my own, and as I was approaching some stairs (to walk past them), I saw one of these people (who I don’t know but I do recognise) walking from the other direction, pause at the bottom of the stairs, and then head on up out of my sight – not that unusual, except that I noticed that he’d pissed his pants. He was wearing these light cream khaki shorts, and there was a visible, dark yellow, round spot right around the middle of the crotch, at least the size of a DVD, maybe around the size of one of those small dinner plates? I don’t know if he saw me, because he didn’t look up at me, but I wonder if he did because he paused before he disappeared?
Anyway, firstly, I didn’t think that I’d ever see someone in such a place with such obviously wet pants, ever. Things like that only seem to happen to other people (and then I read about it here, hehehe). But the weird thing was the reaction I had – I actually almost felt physically sick. It kind of reminded me of when I was in school, and other kids wet their pants in class, and I would always feel sick afterwards. Once I even had to leave the class and I went to the toilet and thought I’d vomit, but I didn’t in the end. It was that same kind of feeling.
And that got me thinking back, yet again, to this whole wetting fetish thing, and the duality of it all. I know that for myself, I am really turned on by deliberate wetting, and I guess the naughtiness of defying convention, etc. Whereas accidental wetting, in any setting, actually makes me kind of anxious/nervous, and obviously in instances like this one, a little sick. I find it so odd that I can have two such vastly different reactions about essentially the same thing.
Anyway, I’m not expecting any particular response or discussion, but I just felt I had to get it off my chest and tell someone. Wpb is good for that sort of thing!